I Awaits

2008-10-15T19:35:00.001+08:00

i am going to let my blog rot
nth nuch to blog le
most of the things had ended
but not some
most likely will keep in my heart
byes

2008-10-10T22:17:00.001+08:00

exam over le
ahh
finally relax
going to dye my hair soon
hmmmm
wonder........
dreamt of you last night lahs
dunno do you like me
but i do like you
hais

2008-10-04T15:29:00.002+08:00

lately damn sucks mans
this always come to my head
born to live and born to die
in a war where noone survive
i'm only who will revive
forsaken once and forsaken twice
i will still suffer till death arrive

loving someone is not a hard thing to do
but making the other party love you is hard
only foolish ppl will wait
and now i have choosen the foolish way

2008-10-01T21:29:00.002+08:00

i just finish watching never back down...
had a great impact on me
never back down
go all the way and never give up
fight for wad you need to
fight for the future
and for me,
i will fight for my love
my future
so i will never back down so easily
i will go all the way
never going to give up on you
and i swear i am serious about that

2008-10-01T19:22:00.001+08:00

today really sucks
dunno how to say but it just sucks
i also found out something
that something had been in my mind to whole day
makes me no mood the whole day
irritated
bullshit

2008-09-29T21:34:00.002+08:00

many things had happen lately
i dun even know how to say...
got a guy ask me to join gang...
hmmmm...
i have been thinking about that the past few days..
i was thinking wad will you think of me,
will you look down on me...
i seriously hate ppl who judge me
especially those who say that i am a flirt...
hate you guys so much...
grrr....
dunno wad you are thinking now...
want to knw if i have a chance to be together with you
lately have always been thinking of you
nobody has yet to replace you in my heart...
i am speaking to truth...

2008-09-24T20:17:00.002+08:00

i need not all your bullshit comments...
i will be fine all alone....
so dun ever freaking judge me...
i was born to live,
and born to die....
though it might be a challange to me,
but i will never run away from reality
may judgement fall on those who judge me
for i am someone not to mess with
never think that thoughness always wins,
for i disapprove about it..
what makes you win is strong mentality,
E.g. being able to live alone...
for i have been forsaken once,there will be twice
demons are all around us,
never let them have a chance to take over your mind
groar!!!!!!!
death will set me free one day
till that day,
i will always be charge guilty of my sins

2008-09-22T22:19:00.002+08:00

zzzzz
lately have been tough
very difficult to cope....
hais....
have headache lately....
tml still got 3 hours detention....
sadded...
"So here i am to worship,Here i am to bow down,Here i am to say that your my god
Your altogether worthy,Altogether lovely,Altogether wonderful to me"
this suddenly came to my mind
now super bored....
school getting worst and more sucky....
hais....
want to holiday soon....
gonna dye my hair...

2008-09-19T13:49:00.004+08:00

Then this I screamed:"Come back to Me for I was born in love with thee So why should fate stand in between?"

saw this lyrics in the internet....
it is so cool lahs...
and very meaningful
fate is such an unpredictable thing to me...
i want to go brass basa....
want to buy some Cds
1.deathrace 2ooo
2. art of devil
3. art of devil 2
4. simon says
5. rule #1
6. saw 5(coming out this halloween)
7. chucky
8. freddie(full set)

and many more.....just can't remember....
and still going to buy many more bands Cds....
but now the problem is i dunno how to go....
if i knew,
i will have tons of cds at home lohs....
heard they have many old Cds there....
hmmmm....
i awaits still foolishly....

2008-09-17T18:19:00.004+08:00

yes...no doubt i am not a prefect guy...but i have been trying my best,changing most of the bad parts of my attitude and so on trying to be a better guy....but i cn tell that this time round,i am serious about relation....this morning went to school with a puffy and red eyes....nothing much happen in school....as usual,think too much last night until today no energy,slept in class....after school stay backed in sku....then i dunno why i ran bare footed round the basketball court under the hot sun..now i cnt walk properly....got blisters....hais....then this came to my mind last night....no matter how much i have changed,no body will notice....even if they do notice,they will nvr knw why....guess i'm going mad soon.... =.= hope that these miserable days will soon end and nvr to be back again....what i should do now is to study till i drop and continue to wait foolishly....Zzzz....

2008-09-16T14:23:00.001+08:00

hais...today nvr go sku again.....xian lahs...going to miss alot of things...now at home choing on my studies....my give in my all....hais...

2008-09-15T21:31:00.002+08:00

life after japan trip has been a big difference to me...my life have been changed...and the attitude of people around me has changed too...wanted to live in a world with no worries,stress,problems....today handphone kena confiscate....sad....then today after tution,in the lift kena the so called rape by boon ping....keep kissing my head sia....luckily nvr kiss until my mouth..hehes...hope i could go back to how it was in japan...hais....=.= might nvr happen...dunno why but have that kinda feeling a.k.a sixth sense....

2008-09-12T20:59:00.002+08:00

omg!i said something just now...i scared eu are affected by wad i say just now sia....T.T pray hard not....anyways,i wanted to go back to lord lerhs...i will let his will be done..it is a present for me to come down to earth and get to knw suying..lord,i love you..i will try not to rebel anymore

2008-09-10T21:10:00.002+08:00

yeah!GENI YOU ARE RITE...i am a bastard....i have no father...its the truth...nvm....sometimes i really wonder do eu like me...(not saying geni) have always been thinking about that lohs

2008-09-10T20:17:00.002+08:00

walaos...are eu avoiding me?i am very scared that day would come...hmm...i at last changed my url le...hais...wish tat our relation will draw even closer instead of drifting away...

2008-09-10T13:26:00.002+08:00

sku have been more fun after meeting eu...the advice eu gave me is useful....hmmm..then now everybody is saying about us lahs.....wad the....was wondering eu said eu feel presured,wad do eu mean by that....hais....nth to post about..today nvr go sku lohs....at home super xian....feel sick...hais...sadded...alone at home makes me have the kinda feeling of being left out again....nvm...i shall study for exam first....many things not convinent to post....hais...=.=

2008-09-08T21:27:00.002+08:00

i am super lost now...dunno which direction to head to...guess i have made the wrong decisions...wonder wads right and wads wrong now....just learnt that 1 mistake/crime will lead to death sentence...there will be no turing back....karma has bestowed on me..where should i head to now?i dun want to get lost even deeper till there is no way out....

2008-09-08T21:05:00.001+08:00

have i made the wrong decision?

2008-09-07T14:15:00.002+08:00

so many things had happen....dunno wad to say...i knw now many ppl backstabbing me lohs....anyway,my feelings for eu has already faded lohs....even if read my blog,pls promise me that no matter wad is the outcome,study hard....dun let this thing pull eu down..just give in all the best....i got nth to say...do eu belive in first sight love,true love,and forever love?nope....i only belive in first sight love...anyway....hope that lord will show mi the rightful path to take and to follow his will and to to rebel against him....i pray for ur guidience for every choice that i make....

2008-08-29T23:51:00.001+08:00

now a t airport siol...terminal 3....gosh...ican't bare to leave singapore lahs.... geni...i willlove and miss eu de!

2008-08-27T21:15:00.002+08:00

pai seh pangseh eu lah darling...fang xin...i wun find a japanese girlfriend de....always love eu..super excited abt friday lahs....meeting eu before i leave...hmmm...wonder wad will eu do...hahas...ending blog here...^^

2008-08-25T23:05:00.002+08:00

going japan this friday mans!so cool lahs!feel like pon sku everyday lohs until friday...hmm...tml go sku,boring lesson...bare with it....wed pon sku go collect passport....oh!dnt date line wed lohs....i nvr do finish...tml pass up...hais....thursday another boring day...then,friday comes!slacking everywhere!then eat with teacher...wee!i love my family guy boxer and my skinnies...love it sooooo much....but,geni,i love eu more mans!eu will nvr be replaced!

2008-08-18T20:48:00.001+08:00

nth to post lately...just got back my papers(some nia)...chinese=19/100 geography=14/25 physics=34.5/50 emaths=30/50

2008-08-11T21:17:00.002+08:00

fuck mans!today was very fun BUT i am super disappointed ltr...what was in my mind is wad the fuck!is that jia wei that good?na bei!someone say that he even help eu to beat those who bully eu...but wad have i done?totally nth...sometimes i also dun have the rights to say that i am better than jia wei...then i ask eu about who is better,but eu gave me a answer which i nvr expect eu to say...dunno...seriosly,i am totally speechless...after that,i asked if eu think that i am serious abt eu....wad could i expect the answer from eu....all eu say is NO...then my heart like so....nvm then was thinking,wad the fucking *****....although i did not beat ppl like jia wei to protect eu,i am giving eu everything trying to make eu happy...tell eu wad,i nvr waited for ppl for more than an hour...the last time my ex made me wait not to half an hour,i was making a big fuss...but for eu,i kept quiet and wait...but,do eu even feel touched or wadeva?i was doing so much and yet this is wad eu think of me.....i am already trying my best to be better than jia wei and make eu happy...seriously,i really just felt disappointed today...just want to start afresh from tml,make eu belive that i am true to eu....even if i have to beat ppl and kena beaten for eu,i seriosly dun mind....now,i just love eu...nth is gonna change the fact that i love eu from the day we start on our journey...hope that this is part of the things that we nid to learn in life...trust ur partner...ending here..tml will be a new journey for mi..

2008-08-06T20:07:00.002+08:00

today had lion dance...nth much to say...everything goes as per normal...hmmm...after all that training today,at last cn dan jiao lo!weee!!!!so happy...wad a great achivement to me...goanna learn more stuns like swang jiao and the one that stands on the shoulder....so sool mans!...lalas...maybe i am just toking crap...heres are some of the pics...muahaha

2008-08-04T21:36:00.004+08:00

wee!this are some photos from ndp...it rocks mans!...hmmm...feel like telling the world i am attached to you!!!

2008-08-01T23:23:00.002+08:00

woots!Emaths paper no more le!!!1at least cn relax for the time being...then today went out with my best brothers...went to play pool and bowling....it was like so cool lahs....i today almost get a turkey lo...but i just missed by once left a pin and once gutter...so fun...then play pool...i was like owning all the way...muahahas...i so bhb...nvm...thn after that went to play bowling again...i was like suddenly becom so weak...less than a hundred...hais....then went to tgif...on the way there,i saw alvin and the group at a coffeeshop table...the saw them looking towards us...goss...i feel damn wierd...then sat with my darling....so happy to see her...and..when she leaving,i was like kena trapped....cnt send her home...i was then so emo liked.....keep thinking of her...feeling very sad...then,i just knw why..but nvm...i am still happy to see her today...

2008-07-28T21:14:00.002+08:00

omg!just noticed i so long nvr update lehs....damn!nw whatever taught in sku i dun understand...can't help sleeping in class...must study hard lo....hais...hope every friday come fast...miss eu so much...oh ya!exam tis wednesday start...hmmm....i think i go study lo...so long suckers.....chey..jkjk....japan!here i come....must but many chocolate....anyway,do i really look ugly in red contacts?gosh...just imagine...hm...can't think of it...stress lately...sku seem so boring suddenly...got no mood to study...why do weekends ends so fast..?hais....

2008-07-16T21:02:00.002+08:00

bullshit lohs....lately so many homework to me.....so suay lohs...hp kena confiscate...nw cnt msg and spam ppl lo....sad sia.....damn miss her...wan to be wit her......hahas...when i go japan,i will take alot of pics and post on the blog....darling ily loads!!!hehes....just nw tuition so eu cnt tok...really hope to see eu around this friday....and shit lo...i got record challange....the channel 8 thing....crap lo...so many practices....then still nid 220 ppl sia.....hope nvr take until my face...very pai seh siols....the competition will be held on next sunday at sp....hmmmm.....then this saturday i got soccer competition...hahas..scouts event...so proud that two of my cousins are there.....WHO WAN TO BUY KITKAT?1 BAR FOR $2...IT IS THE SMALL ONE ONLY CN BREAK INTO 2 PIECE DE...FOR CHARITY...WHO WAN HELP THE POOR COME FIND ME!!!!ALL KINDHEARTED PPL ARE WELCOME.....BUY MORE THE BETTER...HELP MORE...ending post nw.....buais buais.....

2008-07-09T19:53:00.002+08:00

there is nothing for me to say lately....just too stress...anyway,i wanted to tell eu something....i may not be as good as jia wei,but i will try my best to do whatever i can for eu...seems that eu have a very good impression of him....belive me,one day,i will be better than him...i may be stupid at times and ps eu....just wanted to say that all that wans'nt done intentionally.....so please do not get angry at me so often...it is also my fault so i wun blame eu....no matter how many times eu hear this,just wanted to sasy sorry for all the wrong things that i have done

2008-07-07T20:41:00.002+08:00

i am not going to say anything today...i went bowling and got at least a 100 in each game...hahas...then went imm to walk...shit lohs....walk until leg so pain...sob...thn hm alone...and got sku tml...xian...stress liao lo...must study damn hard nw
gosh...i dunno wad to say le...buais buais

2008-07-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

nth much to say abt today....basically,i just came back today being so black and walking in the school showing off my obs shirt...hahas..i so evil....ermm....in the camp...we did hicking wit my near 20 kg bagpack,kayaking 6 1/2 hours and jetty jumping,roc climbing and pitching tents everywhere?then went back for scouts....so nw i got nth to say....and,happy bday aizhen tml....darling...i freaking miss eu

2008-06-29T21:03:00.002+08:00

damn shit!i seriously dun like irene siol....so irritating lo...ok...i dun wan tok abt her liao...erm...today wake up at 8 to go to church at somewhere i also dunno...it is called the community of praise baptist church(near great world city...is it orchard?)...the service is gd mans!loads better than agape siol....but once the service is over,i was like alone so emo...then sunddenly,someone went to intro me around....then alot of gals ask mi join ther cell sia...they all so enthu....alittle like mad...really hope my darling cn come to this church and cell(and stop the other one which is like impposible).....damn...tml outward bound camp...will miss eu loads mans!!!!erm....actually,i ask the youth pastor today whether i could learn aan instrument....he said ok for guitar....so HAPPY!!!but i have none of my own so he siad he will tok to me next sunday...hope to master classical and electronic guitar...hahs...anyway,friday hope to see eu in tgif all my fellow friends...

2008-06-27T22:52:00.002+08:00

yawnz...today slept in class throughout from 8-12.30....hais...nth to do lo...tml still gt flag day...then today got another donation card again...hais...then had scout meeting today...frist time in charge siol...colours i be the piper then do wrong....lucky sunset do correctly...hahas...knots first...damn...i forget alot siol...must revise liAO lo...then footdrill...i walk around see see...very slack...the comander gee tarng very cute sia...talk always off pitch....^^then we purpose make them do pumping then throw water bomb...then some stupid malay guys take our water bomb and throw at our people...damn angry sia....i go up punch them but i guai kia so nvr...hahas...alittle too bhb...then when playing water bomb tat time,i onli kena by plc...nvr got one by junior....lucky me...nth to tok much abt today...and wan to tell someone that i love you loads...

2008-06-25T20:43:00.002+08:00

THIS IS BULLSHIT!my trademark...muahahaha.....many learn from me siol...sad....erm...damn....sku sucks mans!today slept in ss class.....then the teacher call me wake up and ask me to sign on a book say i slept from 7.40-8.15...i stun and was thinking like,wad the heck?this is bullshit!GOSH!!!life in sku after holiday damn tough sia.....trying to cope with studies and relation....hais....i wonder how long my relation will last siol....just started and i dun wan it to end so fast...maybe i am aliitle jealous but nvm....eu still have ur life to lead...i seriously cnt interfer and stop eu from doing anything...by having a stead,eu will also wan the trust and the freedom the other party will give eu....just hope eu dun do anything to break my heart...even so,i will have no comments...currently,bugging for my up coming exams....whee!!!OUTWARD BOUND CAMP coming soon....next monday....can't wait to get the shirt of mine...hopefully,it will have my size...hahas...things are getting boring lately....went to clean scouts den,now look so spacious and a place to slack...i love scouts..!!scouts rawks...thinking how will our first meeting will be like....HAHA!!!!footdrill....i will be taking sec 2 footdrill....train my 'pm' up to my standard....high expectation is needed to improve and for more to join scouts...npc coming up in sep....wonder if it clashes will the japan trip...hope not..i wan more experinces...i wan to exel more....but the onli thing is i like to slack....hais....nth to say le....buaiss buaiss...

2008-06-24T21:44:00.002+08:00

today nvr go sku....suddenly feel so emo....hais...like i am all alone....sob...hope this ends fast...nth to say le....leaving soon....i miss eu damn loads mans!!!!!!!!i wan to hug eu and nvr let eu leave my arms!

2008-06-20T23:25:00.002+08:00

came back frfom camp today

i wanted to post alot of stuffs

so i should post the main points

june camp in school

day 1

reached sku damn early

nothing to do so slack around

when its time,

we muster

we was changed into many patrol

lucky i nvr change thks to jj(the jet plane)

first we had our tents up

we took long sia

we must improve

then we go to have our lunch

but before we had our lunch,

we had to make our patrol flag

boys sux at drawing so we throw to the two gals

ya....my patrol have two gal two boy

excluding the plc

then we have our lay out inspection

then bla bla bla

after,we have our footdrill

it was like yawnz...

hais

i got nth to say so far

then we have our dinner!

wee!

now i became so fat

next we had something

but i forgot

then is the chicken game

so fun

no body won the game

and then we washed up

supper and pic then sleep

day 2

wake up

yawnz

nvr sleep gd

very cold

many insect bite everywhere

change into pt

for pt(obvious)

then breakfast

erm...

gave out donation draw then set off

we sold very fast

within 2 hrs

4 ppl sold 25 booklets which is 10 bucks per booklet

thanks alot for helping me sell 10 booklets

i was the onli one who sold all ten

but others in my group had 5 booklet

i really had to thank jj,sonia and especially aizhen

with some help,nth cn stop us

hahas

then went back

so early till have time to bath

nobody is sku yet expect one

then preparre for bbq

so fun

which starting the fire

i burn my hair

sob

i wan cry!!!!!!

then we watch some stupid movie

erm.....

then slack again

hahas

then went to sleep at 2 plus in the morning

halfway

i woke up!

it was like so big

the rain i mean

i was traped in my tent

we rush out and get ourself wet wit the help of plc

thanks alot dude

day 3

cnt sleep

kena flu liao

keep ah chew

then i say someone thinking of me

i find me so stupid

then we had to wash the tents and dry

some pegs and so on are missing so we had to find

find so long also cnt find

then ye sheng came to the rescue

hahas

we all went to change to full u coz yesheng found

the things

promotion time,

i so excited and eagle to knw my rank

apl first...

nervous.............

nope!

my name not in there

wheee~~~

pl.....hahas

i am the first name to be called as pl

nervous again

then the other appointments of other,i dun wan to say

private and confidential

i had a feeling that i will have gal in my patrol

then when the partrol members name are called

aaahhhahh!

my instinct are rite

there is one in my patrol

then we had early sunset by new plcs

hahas

feel so good

but when see the senior go,

i feel sad for them

others i dun wan say

then when i reach home,

i straight use the com to tok to you

witout eating

at the point of time,

i was like so damn hungry liao la!

then online to chat with you

but when i wan to leave,

you say i always ps

i was like trying to make you not angry

but you made me fell gulity

then when my com dc,

i taboleh tahan

cnt wait for the internet to come back

so take a nap

then overslept and wake up at 6,

i saw something shocking

then at night i nvr see you there

i was wondering where you are

i miss you loads after i went to camp

half way the msg thing

saw you

i felt very happy

but saw you like not happy when look at me

i dun dare tok to you

really want to say sorry

i will try not to ps you again

even if it is not i ps you,

but you say is i ps you

i will still apologise to you

i dun want to lose you

i kept thinking of you

then you went sonewhere

nvr see you around le

i felt so loney

i am afraid to lose you

seriously

i am true sbout you and serious

dun feel like toking le

hais

back to sleep

so tired

2008-06-16T21:07:00.002+08:00

god!

today is as boring as usual

damn

i dun really know wad to say today

yawnz

just damn tired

and i had a stupid dream today

i dun feel like sharing

oopps

just hope that time flies

so i could go out often and further away

hungry

cn anyone give me chocolate?

yumyum

i love chocolate

i sounded so lame

=.=

no wonder my friends call me small kid

haiyos!

keep thinking

hmmmm....

just can't stop thinking

danm

2008-06-15T09:55:00.000+08:00

yeah!going out with someone later...so happy..excited...dun tok much le...cya

2008-06-13T04:16:00.003+08:00

went out to watch a movie today with someone important to me...^^ going out with her makes me very happy!since very long that i felt this way...just hope i could spent my time with you always^^ thanks

2008-06-09T21:30:00.001+08:00

felt so happy these few days

thanks alot for making me happy

today maths tuition

ahhhh...

maths is killing me....

shty!

2008-06-06T23:10:00.002+08:00

wad th phuck

i nw caught up in between

cn someone show me the way?

i wan to settle down now

now there is only two person

but same age

who should i choose?

if one i choose

the onther will be sad

so wad?

who?

haha

i am going to see who treat me better

before i choose who,

both of you all know who you are

ccn you tag whether is it fine with you two

fair compitition

i will go by feeling de

and

hp is not inclulded in this

not going to repeat history again

i will stop here

i need lurves

hahas

2008-05-28T19:51:00.002+08:00

first you came into my life

then,we started a relation

we settled down but i broke ur heart

we pacthed back and still

i broke ur heart again

and the last time we patched

you broke my heart

you nvr tok to me and ignored me

so i assume that you had wlked out of my life

and everything went back normal as it was before

and just yesterday,you came into my life again

wad do you wan now?

i dun wan to get hurt by you anymore

it took so long for me to heal the wounds in my heart

and just yesterday by coming into my life

the wounds had reopened

seriously

wad do you wan?

and just when i wan to settle down with someone else

you came back

and nw i became confused

wad am i suppose to do now?

i dun wan to get hurt

nor i wan to hurt ppl

2008-05-27T00:42:00.002+08:00

why so many ppl wan me update?

camp over!

haha

holiday!slack...

damn

i love my blue contact lens

anyway,i wanna declare i have change target

to someone who is really good and responsible...

thats all i wan to say

2008-05-12T21:35:00.002+08:00

damn!

the paper today sucks

and my day today is no differ

irritated!

want to go to poly asap

and get a very good results

i am gonna prove i cn make it

tis time round it is not fake

i will exel in all as far as i could

not going to say any more

_L_

2008-05-10T01:05:00.002+08:00

damn irritated today

no mood

feel so emo

i really wonder when my true love will appear

and say to mi the she loves me

just dun feel gd today

nw!

damn

dunno wad to do

nobody to turn to now sia

wad am i suppose to do

hopes my true love when tell me who she is

i wan to noe badly!

damn it

roar!!!!

2008-04-28T21:18:00.001+08:00

wad the heck

today exam i flunk liao

and i make my maths teacher angry

omg!

i can't belive i pon lesson

i become so bad liao

damn!

i must change

i aim to get a for my

a/e maths

i cn do it

roar!

2008-04-25T23:33:00.001+08:00

today is just another boring day for me

i got nth much to say

but

i am trying my best to be gd

2008-04-23T21:00:00.002+08:00

you said that my blog is dead so i update

i notice that a devil come to my blog,

nvr tag me

roar

you said that you wan to be a happy person

hope you really cn^^

my feelings is going haywire

cn anyone stable my feelings?

i think i do nid some great help

wonder who will help?

an angel?

haha or a devil?

i like the name lucifer

sound so cool!

haha

but too sad it is a satan

@!@

i would like to have a stable relationship

with someone devoted

but it is hard to find now

to everyone:

do well in your MYE

go for it

i am just going to be a simple guy

who is contented with stuff but

not the low marks i am getting now

i must work even harder

so next time easier to find job

thats all for today

WORK EXTRA HARD EVERYONE!

2008-04-11T22:35:00.002+08:00

wad the f***

i lost $10 today

somemore second time liao...

last friday also....

ermmm..

i really curious do you like me

i am waiting

but due to time,the feeling is fading

but still trying to be devoted

am i too ,,,,?

never tok to you...hais

maybe i am...

takecare everyone

exam is coming

study hard

work towards throughtrain

2008-04-09T21:04:00.006+08:00

found out my blog has been dead for some time

suddenly i felt like posting pics..

hahas

thanks you guys for being with me

^^ much appreciated

and i wonder how the whole cless noe who i like

just hope that the person i like will give me a chance

or i will be waiting

@!@

2008-03-26T20:44:00.003+08:00

haha

here i am again

hais

got nth to post about today

oh ya!

wa....

the sizing command damn long sia

so difficult

2008-03-24T23:02:00.001+08:00

sorry for leaving my blog to rot

i jus wanted to say one thing

even if you dun like me

and i am nothing to you

i will always be ther for you

no matters wad

2008-03-12T20:51:00.002+08:00

haha

got this song today

damn nice la!

i waited for 1 whole hour today for them to appear

even if this i cn withstand

i think i cn wait for you

and i am waiting willingly

even if is after sec 5

i will wait

i will play with bgr liao

it is time for me to get serious

and dun play around anymore

arhs.....

lion dance so damn tiring sia

keep jumping

hehe

but i like it

i will end here tonight

i love you

bintan

2008-03-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

wad the heck!

ryan and jian feng be main in lion dance

then me and boon ping reserve sia

wad the hell

i wan be main

i am willing to train damn hard

i wan to train non-stop

in order to improve

i can't belive sia

from nw on

i will be working hard for the future

2008-03-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

yes!

back from bintan and

scouts jop week camp

so damn tired sia

i really wan to say sorry to you guys who

organise the campfire

i really did not have the mood to

after the night in the hotel

i dunno how when i was asleep,

i was standing and scolded edmund

but the problem is tat i dunno that happen

i only cn remember i went to sleep

on the floor then next morning

i was on the bed

scary is'nt it?

haha

then went back school for scouts camp

while in the bus,

i was thinking that mi and someone's bond got closer

i felt so happy

then my husband fall sick sia

so sad lo

then the job week

only cn get $39 today

i aim to get $400 by thursday

after that

mi and ye sheng still nid to give wad stupid speech

damn pai seh sia

haha

then reach home le

still nid listen someone toking bird

hehe

he is cursing at mi

can;t belive he still have such a childish character

now wad i wan to do is to get closer to someone

and when i am confident enough

i will jio that person

take cares all

2008-03-03T20:30:00.002+08:00

haha

there is no need to compete with you

you got your good points

i got mine

wads the point comparing

that time i was too childish and unhappy

i find it rather follish to post that

ppl takes setbacks to grow stronger

and mature and come to their senses

i have got over it

i will not becoz of the past and

nvr move on

i find that we must work on those

that are realistic

not on those that cnt work out

there wun be any miracle for you

just do your best and see how far you cn go

2008-03-03T20:20:00.002+08:00

YES!!!!

exam over le

but once i got my results

i was so disappointted

i fail almost all my subjects

but i still think i cn do better

i cn do it

i now single le

i dun wan jio ppl le

so sad

if ppl jio mi,

i may still consider la

but

it still hurts

but not so much

still got alittle

i going bintan le

all the best to me

i waan to gamble there

and bet with 1,000

you may think that i may mad

but i'm not

i am just using indonesia $$$

hehe

i am lame

2008-02-25T01:31:00.002+08:00

bloody hell

exam coming le

so stress

then see something

make me no mood to study

so damn irritated

i think i become very ah beng sia

.....

feel i going to get betrayed liao

but i can't help it

since YOU dun like me le

wad cn i do?

blame on fate?

i dun think you will ever love me again

bt nth cn change the fact

i need to accept it

i still love you

for now,

i must finish my exam and work even harder

i wun lose to YOU de

in anything

i will get a better result and do much

better in lion dance

2008-02-22T22:25:00.003+08:00

*&%^%#

recieve the shirt today

but it makes me thinks of her

and the day that you break with me

it hurts still until now

still,

i love you

i wun give you up de

hope you could love me again

2008-02-18T21:01:00.001+08:00

today sucks man

late for school kena dentention

i damn bloody emo these few days

life w/o you sucks

wtf

i slept for the whole english class

damn shit!!!

i wanna dropout!!!

2008-02-18T01:04:00.000+08:00

i was dead

on 14/2/08

2008-02-17T10:46:00.001+08:00

i swaer i nvr betray you!!!

i nvr stead with wf

i really!!!!!!!

i only loves you

pls belive me

dun leave me alone

2008-02-12T14:54:00.000+08:00

came back from malaysia like an ice

so cold towards me

hoping you cn go out with me

and you will come up with lots of excuses

i am alreadly prepeared to hear you say

i wan a breakup

now i got no place to go to

yet there is still someone

who is still rite behind me

willing to surport me when i fall

althought i know it still hurts about the past

but she still willing to encourage me

and do anything that is posible

if my stead really dun wan to go out with me

i dunno wad to do le

maybe i will ask that someone to go out with me

thanks for all the help you have given me

2008-02-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

everyone

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

hope you all will have a good time and

hope tat god of fortune will knock on ur door

i will be waiting till ue come back from malaysia

see ya then^^

2008-02-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

damn irritated

hais

dun irritate mi

dun blame mi if i flare up at you

i am damn sensetive nw

i hate ppl with ****** up attitude

2008-02-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

xian sia

saw him today

haha

i dun feel anything le

wonder why

....

u hate mi

i dun

so?

wad cn i do now

still dun wan tell mi

waiting

tick tock tick tock

2008-02-04T01:10:00.000+08:00

alamak!

some part not talking abt you la

is another friend

hias

xian

tell mi wad in the world did i say leh

anyway i tried all ways to get back our relation but you still lyk tat

wad else cn i do

nth to say liao

just let me be lonely and emo

noone cares anyway

if now i apologise i think you will also dun care me de lo

2008-02-01T22:48:00.001+08:00

wah lao eh

today go east coast park its like a waste of my time

i got nth to do there

i am alone throughout

noone to accopany me

ask you to come then say wad tired

really hoped you could come de lo

i dun think you can see wad am i thinking lo

i always wonder have you ever thought of mi?

have you been devoted to mi?

are flirting outside where i am not around?

if it was'nt because of you

i could have so many steads now

because of you i never flirt

when will you ever get close to mi?

i have been waiting for some things

and it is lyk yet to come

how long more must i wait?

i went to sit at the top of the prymid alone

looking up the sky

wondering are you looking at the same sky as mi

watching the clouds drift past

hoping that your love to mi will nvr drift away

sitting there listening to the sky's cry

and the cold wind blow

i got my self wet

who will ever care about mi?

even so,who will ever notice mi?

if you really like that person

tell mi!

there is nth to hide

even so

i will still face the fact although it is painful

i think i will be sick

who will be the one who will take care of mi?

i rather stay at the same spot and emo everyday

2008-01-30T21:04:00.000+08:00

eh!

you were the one who start ir first lo

now push it to mi la!!!smart!

all like that!

i think i go back mio old ways better

at least i am happy!

no nid to care how ppl think abt mi

i leave to make myself happy

not for others

except my dear^^

love you forerver

muackz

2008-01-30T20:34:00.000+08:00

wad?

not happy arhx?

you think i care?

wad the hell!!!!

everyone just leave mi alone!!

get lost!

dun wan to see you all le.......

_L_

xian.....mi so damn emo

i wan to bloody drop out of school

dun wan study

no mood

just feel like sleeping in class

i hate lectures

hate me today

hate mi tommorrow

hate mi for wad i have/not done

wonder why....

i dun need to becareful de

wan to wad do lo

you think wad?

i hated being backstabbed

wad's the point of smiling when i am not happy?

make everyone happy?

anyone i flare up at

dun blame mi

i am more sensitive nw

once i am irritated

i will flare lyk.....

dun irritate mi and

GET LOST!

2008-01-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

wah lao

my handphone tml then cn get back

i cn tell confirm no batt de

yesterday went marina square

it is a complete waste of mio time

then after that go imm

i cnt even buy a thing...

xian

now the person still ignoring mi

haha

nvm liao la

the day will come

that he will have to tok to mi

if he read this

wonder wad he will do

my valentine

mio hp kena confiscated so seldom contact you

sorrie to put you in that spot

i will try not to use in class le

2008-01-20T16:18:00.000+08:00

dear

you made me so happy yesterday

although i was angry at first

you were the one who make me smile

love ya

thanks for the giving mi a reason to stay happy

and continue living

muackz

2008-01-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

yeah!

today dear birthday

love ya so much

happy bithday darling

now you are 12

a grown up lo

love you the the way you are

tml bringing you out

hope you will be happy wit mi

wish i cn hold ur hand and hug you

2008-01-16T20:34:00.000+08:00

xian....who agrees tat i sux plz tag mi!wad the hell...i wan to concentrate study....but all the work so chim..i dunno how to do lots of work lo...bt nvm.i will change my slackness and stay back after school to study...i must stay in through train.i will do it for SOMEONE to see tat i cn make it...i am not hopeless or useless.i am just lazy...dear...i will also work hard for you.hope you work hard to...;p
i am the no.1 loner...so who hate mi just say.or wad you dun lyk about mi say........i hate ppl who say bad points abt ppl at their backs....if not,,,suck this!!!-> _1_ i m always a-lone-r...muahaha...T.T i wan to make everyone happy bt i cnt...i have no capblebillity....wadeva...just wanto be alone and work hard....so dun disturb mi with unnessersary stuff

2008-01-14T20:13:00.000+08:00

wah xian!

just dunno why cnt concentrate in sku

sometimes i dun even feel lyk going

now i'm so lonely

i am the no.1 loner

bt i still got my stead

i love you

i dun even noe why are ue unhappy abt mi

if you realli do,

just get out of mio life

i just wan to live happily everyday with mio stead

i nid not care...

who cares

wadeva

do wad you wan

i hate enemies

if you wan to hate mi,

i will just treat that i dunno you

make myself clear

dear...

if you cn read this or get to noe somehow,

i m sorri for being cold to ue

even if i am cold,

i will love you no matter wad

even if you cheat mi

2008-01-09T20:28:00.000+08:00

i'm getting lamer and lamer

xian

my dear pro sia

last nite 7 plus slept le

bt mi more pro

hehe

i slept for 18 hrs

we are the pigs

loving couple..

hehe

i wan a handbag

dunno where to find

who noes?

2008-01-07T03:03:00.000+08:00

hiies!

anyone who views mio blog,

cn ue guys kindly tag mi?

i'm lame

mi today cnt slep sia

keep thinking should i join wushu

mio dear dere

and wp oso dere

but..but..

nvm

hope i cn study well

listen to teacher(which i dun)

and work hard!

good luck everyone!

2007-12-31T21:10:00.000+08:00

thanks lots

it is reali hard to gain thrust

after being hurt by others before

but i thrust you

i wun let you leave mi de

your the most wanted in my list

wad i should do is to cheer you up when you are sad,

be devoted and give you a special kind of warmth

ok...

this has been settled

now it is really time for me to put in effort and study!

hehe..

although it's hard

i am willing to try for you

2007-12-28T15:23:00.000+08:00

hey!

i noe you wun betray mi

but i got an unpleasent feeling

that will betray mi somehow....

i dun wan to lose you...wad should i do?

if you betray mi wad i should do?

breakup?or another chance?

2007-12-28T03:55:00.000+08:00

yo!

long time no blog le seh...

at last mio dreams came true

although it is 6 days late

it is worth the wait...

love ya mio dear

i will never let you go anymore

hehe...

but i still feel bad...

T.T

i hurt mio best friend heart

hope he dun take it to heart

promise you i will take care of her well

but wad i wan to do now is study

and not to disturb her

kamateh!!!

do well in your psle

i will always be behind surporting you

love,

hehe

feel so good these days

untill forget to blog...

i wonder who reads mio blog...

2007-12-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

At last one of mio wishes come true!!!

hais...

long time no blog...

xian

2007-11-28T22:16:00.000+08:00

i love you man!

i going to have hp

the one i love the most!

2007-11-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

yo guys

i have not post for 6 days counting today

i oso gt nth to post abt no lo

bt i going camp le

so happy

dun nid stay at home so xian nth to do

and i got one pouch as a bday present

so long nvr receive present le

hais

2007-11-20T20:27:00.000+08:00

xian lo

today got so tired

first time so early feel lyk sleeping

i was wondering should i wait?

if yes,i oso dunno how long sia

lion dance so fun

but oso tiring

got one cute little blisster on mio thumb

so cute....

2007-11-19T10:47:00.000+08:00

yes!

at last can go out le

after so long mio mother let me go out wit mio friend

going to play world combat and pawn the game

haha!i am the best

going eat alot too to gain weight...;p

damn shit lo

cnt belive i underweight

2007-11-18T15:28:00.000+08:00

wah liao.....
today so damn xian...no where to go...
ue tell weiliang for wad?wad the hell...
i can feel ue trying to ignore mi lo...cn this stop mah?
pls....take it tat i beg ue la....

2007-11-17T17:52:00.000+08:00

haha...mi not mad...i love swimming...fun...oso cn find ue...today go to the dentist...i so scared will have decay tooth and nid to plug teeth...so scared sia....lucky dun have...they oso gave mi a free toothpaste...lol...

2007-11-17T00:25:00.000+08:00

wah...juz reach home lo....go out until so late...first time sia..bt i stilll nt tired lo...lol...i go swim,the water damn cold sia...then the bbq so xian...cnt even set up a proper bbq type fire...i should have explode two lighter to start the fire...lol...i go swim to find goldfish in the sea....wen oso got bowling comp.....wonder goldfish wan cum?bye..

2007-11-15T14:32:00.000+08:00

wad the hell...i cnt sleep yesterday lo....my mother sleeping cough so loud....sleep already oso kana wake up....sob....tried to listen song but it is even worse...now so tired...xian lo....tml going so many places...dunno how to make it on time lo...but got bbq...hehe...i love it man...yummy!

2007-11-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

hais...xian lo...juz created a blog today coz i nth better to do...holidaY really so damn xian....nth to keep mi occupied de lo...all i can do is to sleep,sleep and sleep....end here...nites...